Still now I remain ignorant, even with my continued efforts to stay ahead of this silly game we all play. Will I ever learn?
The way humans socialize is so interesting compared to that of other animals. The way we build relationships, the way we spend most of our time in our peer groups, never really getting anything done that furthers the progress of our species. Just sitting around talking about fads and crazes that our society have created for us, discussing nothing of substance, most of it shit, making us no better as a people.
None of us really mean anything, in twenty years none of this will even be remembered, "the blogs i wrote as a teen" will evoke vague feelings of nostalgia as I struggle to remember what ill concocted notions I had about the world around me.
In a further seventy years we will all be merely names on a gravestone, maybe we made a slight change to society, but still none of it will be great enough for our names to withstand the tests of time and human memory.
Nothing feels significant anymore, it all feels like a play that i am forced to act in, it has all begun to feel surreal, death is beginning to intrigue me more and more. After death do we have time to eternally rest? Should I then be exerting the most energy into this life as possible? Or should i just be holding out for this period of rest?
I doubt we do get time to rest though, this life is just the next life on from the last one and the one preceding the next, after death our consciousness will continue on and either become one with the all and the everything, or it is given another chance to prove itself. So, if this is the case, then shouldnt i be trying my utmost best to lead the best life i possibly can?
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