Fate?

Theres a place i like to go, its a place where i can just sit and think, watching the water slowly pass me by, on its own journey, it doesnt know i watch it, it will never know how intently i watch it take the leaves away on their own little journey, not letting them have any control over their destination. I sometimes see myself as a leaf, being thrown down a course chosen by something other than myself, never truly in control, not knowing where i am going, just hoping my destination is somewhere nice. I used to wish for someone that i could sit with at this place, and watch the leaves pass me by, watch the water control their destinies, sitting in comfortable silence, with no need to talk. Is she the one who can be that person?