I needed a place to come to write, to get out all of my thoughts and my feelings, the ones that dont find their way out in the day. Here i can be as anonymous as i like, say what i like, be who i like, this can be my haven. I will never use my name or anyone elses names, everything will remain a mystery to anyone who finds this. I apologize in advance if the writing is shocking. I dont exactly intend this to be a great work of literature.
Right now, life is great, i dont have much reason to write, my only troubles are in love, and none of those troubles really mean much as i am just as happy being single as i am when i am in a relationship. Chasing people around doesnt really appeal to me, i just keep my eye on a few and see what happens, but right now i am content with how things are going.
To my friends, I love you all so much, I dont know what i would be without you lot, i try my best to express to you how much you all mean to me, but sometimes i probably dont do a very good job. I always know there will be someone that i can talk to when i need to talk to someone
Two of you have been with me for close to 5 years now and i couldnt have asked for better people to grow up with, you two will forever be with me, wherever life takes me, to think i might have to leave you two in the next few years to follow my dreams brings tears to my eyes. I doubt i will ever meet two people as genuine as you again during my life.
I love you all.
Okay, so i lied a little before...as with every good tale there is a girl...and the troubles surrounding her do mean a fair amount to me...she is beautiful, funny, interesting, just the right amount of weird, and just good fun :). Only problem is im not sure how long she would stick around with me, maybe thats a good thing, having just come out of a long relationship maybe i dont need someone who is too committed, but then again maybe another long relationship would be good for me...
Time will tell if the decisions i will make in the next year will be good for me, maybe i should just stick it out, as usual, and see what happens.
Anyway, that was a long first post, ill keep them shorter in future.
See ya ;)
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